« Go Yankees | Main | Birdhouse »

November 02, 2009

Bad Dreams

My dreams have become increasingly literal over the last several years. Last night, for example, after watching football all day, I had a dream in which the Giants quarterback Eli Manning appeared. He seemed like a nice guy. My interpretation of the dream: Eli Manning seems like a nice guy. I also had a dream in which I was upset because I was going bald. My interpretation: I don’t want to go bald.

As a kid, I remember having incredibly vivid dreams of flying through panoramic vistas, being chased by monsters, finding a UFO in my backyard. Dreams were events; now they are even more banal than my actual life. Soon I imagine I will simply dream about everything I did the previous day, only I will be bearing beige.

I read somewhere that this is a common experience. Dreams seem to decrease in intensity as we age. Which is kind of sad. Kids don’t need the added excitement that dreams provide. They already spend most of their time freaking out. A lot of somnambulant adults, on the other hand, could use a brain jolt now and again. Like that guy Jared from the Subway commercials. He seems like he could use one.

Or maybe the adult mind just craves rest and doesn’t want to deal with the inexplicable.  Maybe actual life is inexplicable enough. Or maybe our brains are so filled with computer passwords and cellphone numbers that we don’t have any more room for awesome flying laser monkeys. Did our ancestors have better dreams when they had less stuff to carry around in their heads?

Maybe rationality killed dreams. Once we started learning about the world, maybe the brain stopped trying to make sense of it for us. Maybe once you stop believing in magic the brain stops trying to make you believe. It’s like the brain is saying, “Yeah, you can’t fly. Here’s a dream about soup.”

It seems like the opposite should be true. It seems like the brain should do everything in its power to expand our belief in our own potential. After all, when we talk about all the things we want to achieve in our lives, we talk about “our dreams.” Shouldn’t the brain be supporting this instead of cutting us down to size? Perhaps the brain is actually a sadistic bastard who gives you a taste of a horizonless world as a kid and then slowly pushes in the walls, so that we end up feeling as though our entire lives are like the trash compactor scene in Star Wars.

Another, more optimistic theory is that, as our dreams become less wondrous, the real world may start to appear more so. Of course this theory requires one of two things: a lack of cynicism or an abundance of mescaline.

Like a lot of people, I often find myself happily dumbstruck by the natural world. In American Beauty Ricky says “Sometimes there’s so much beauty in the world I feel like I can’t take it, like my heart’s going to cave in.” That’s how I feel a lot of the time. I also feel that way when I eat at McDonalds, but I suspect that’s because my heart literally is caving in and not because of anything particularly beautiful.

Maybe dreams are nothing more than our brains collecting our experiences like playing cards and shuffling them back into order. Maybe as we get older, it just gets better at organization. I guess that’s okay with me. The more I know about the world, the more I want to know. I spend a lot of time reading about science and outer space and string theory and all the stuff out there that is both fantastic and real. When you look at pictures of galaxies and atoms and have the maturity to understand that the actual world is crazier than anything our brains can imagine, I’m happy to forgo the flying laser monkeys.


TrackBack URL for this entry:

Listed below are links to weblogs that reference Bad Dreams:


Feed You can follow this conversation by subscribing to the comment feed for this post.


Well, this seems like a seredipitous blog on which to make a return to commenting on your blogs.

You've been lurking in the back of my mind, and today, for some reason, I decided to head on over and check out you blog. And it was an entry I find of particular interest at this present time, as just today I took some small steps towards grasping at some dreams I'd pretty much fucked over and left dead in a gutter in childhood (thanks for killing them, mother).

So yeah, carry on waxing philosophical.


Hi Tee - welcome back! I've missed you AWND your blooday accent, by gawd!


I quite concur, Renee, quite so.


Kashi is advertising on this site?

So their logo here is:

"Toasty nuts, sun-dried fruit, sweet honey...thanks, nature".

And what I want to know is does Kashi really mean "thanks, nature"? Or is it more like: "thanks, sex"?


You were hilarious at Daemen College tonight. The State has been a favorite show of mine ever since it aired on MTV (I think it was as genius as Spongebob which is also a favorite show of mine), and I've tried to follow everyone's career from it since. After tonight I was reassured that you are a genuinely funny and down to earth guy. Your last 2 blog posts were great too and I'm going to try to read it regularly. I hope you enjoyed Amherst. I think Amherst is lame. Buffalo isn't much better, but there's some cool shit if you know where to look. I hope you come back some time. Thanks


I do not have believe in Dreams. I believe in Reality. Do not think too much before going to bed for sleep. I hope you would not get any dream.


Perhaps you have less interesting dreams because you are overworking your conscious mind to be creative & outrageous. Maybe your mind craves balance. BTW, I really like your blog entries.


As i thought dream is what your heart makes when you are in sleep.Dreams are ever-present excitations of long-term memory even during waking life. The strangeness of dreams is due to the format of long-term memory.Dreams allow the repressed parts of the mind to be satisfied through fantasy while keeping the conscious mind from thoughts that would suddenly cause one to awaken from shock.Nice post!Thanks for sharing.

house of nutrition coupon

As i think dream is what your heart makes when you are in sleep.Dreams are ever-present excitations of long-term memory even during waking life. The strangeness of dreams is due to the format of long-term memory.Dreams allow the repressed parts of the mind to be satisfied through fantasy while keeping the conscious mind from thoughts that would suddenly cause one to awaken from shock.Nice post!


With features such as arch support, raised toe bars and deep heel cups, the notable Germany brand Birkenstock offer plenty of comfort enhancements, as well as being probably the most legendary shoe brand. Birkenstock shoes conform somewhat to the shape of their wearers' feet. You can wear Birkenstock sandals and Birkenstock gizeh to everywhere you want to. Latest Birkenstocks are on nearly 50% discount now. Free shipping worldwide!
http://www.digdig-birkenstock.com birkenstock shoes
http://www.digdig-birkenstock.com birkenstock
http://www.digdig-birkenstock.com birkenstock sandals
http://www.digdig-birkenstock.com birkenstocks
http://www.digdig-birkenstock.com birkenstock gizeh

rental agreements

As per my opinion what ever we are thinking on day time it will implement through dream in night time and all above one is really interesting. I am saw many dreams but till the movement I not remember single one from that .

eviction searches

It sounds like the somewhat large overall advance numbers seem too large to believe. I am wondering why there hasn’t been any news about this, other than some now becoming available supporting it.

spider veins

I found that I have many dreams, including the Hong Kong Institute of Vocational Education has experienced a great time. Like I'm back in Thailand or in the mountains. I think it is a way to tell me how I'm Brian I can be truly happy. one day ill just put my backpack, leave and return.

The comments to this entry are closed.